Drawing Near

Today is the day that our band of brothers will begin a journey together. Today is the day when we shall draw near to our Lord. No longer will we be waiting in the fastness of complacency, nor beseiged in ignorance. We shall draw near to the God-Who-Seeks; we shall do our part too.

'let us draw near to God with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water.' - Hebrews 10:22 (NIV)

Someone once told me...

j: i didn't know u like stars

me: oh i LOVE stars...
i used to try and find meaning in studying the universe. But like all intellectual pursuits,
meaning was just unattainable from understanding alone.
now i just love stars coz God made them.
hehehe

j: cool cool..
u know what i heard

me: wat

j: the sky is like a blanket God placed over the earth
and the stars are like the holes angels poked so they can watch over us
=)

me: hahaha nice...

SHOCK AND HORROR

I just had the shock of the century (well more like a shock of a fifth of the century)!!! It was horrible! No words can describe the feeling of utter remorse, total hopelessness, and raging anger all wrapped up in one and then imploding within the small enclosed space around my beating heart.......

I thought I've lost you...

Yes, indeed, I thought I lost my blog last night!!! You can "chey" all you like, but when your blog does not appear when you click go to www.blogger.com/home, you would feel like me as well! All those years of hard work (ok more like six months, but hey...), all those long nights slavering over the exact words and prose that I would lay down for the world to see, and to have it cruelly, suddenly, remorselessly, seemingly taken away is about the lowest blow I can handle... and I thought it was MY fault that it happened! I thought the great BLOGGER has gotten back at me for not updating regularly enough... as if to say "Hey J, you know that long neglected, dusty piece of cyberspace that you once upon a time visited in your own time when you feeling lonely...? Well seems like you don't need it anymore, so I, ah, took the liberty to start spring cleaning early. You wouldn't mind won't you?" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!